I'm a member of a message board for women trying to get knocked up. The polite version is trying to conceive or TTC. I genuinely care for these women, and deep down I am delighted when they post that they have a positive pregnancy test. We have a special section to announce the great news. I know that these girls have been there, in the trenches of the tears and disappointment, but I have to be honest. I get jealous. It is even worse when someone I know that has an OOOPS! I'm pregnant! moment. They didn't even want to get pregnant, yet the blessing falls into their lap. I find myself wondering why are they more deserving than I am? It hurts like hell, and I honestly don't have the answer on how to deal with it every day. I recommend a day at a time, and occasionally, vent to someone you trust.
Oh, and since you've read this far, I would like to draw your attention to the ads on the side of my page. If you see somthing there, please click it. I get money for those clicks, and it is going to go toward our fertility treatment. More on the treatment path later.
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